I Hate Immature Bitches!

I'm a immature bitch @ times! Lol I'm trying REALLY REALLY hard 2 change shit I do! But when you keep making mistakes and not realizing it... There is a problem!

Sigh...

If I try 2 lie 2myself... I will end up unhappy! So do I risk my happiness or be incomplete without?! Wish it was easier.. Wish I wasn't alone )=

I Fuccin Hate....

LIARS!!!! Why why why do u do what u do???

Today feels SOOOOOO good :)

Today feels SOOOOOO good :)

IYSIS!!!

IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO DAMN PERFECT!!! SHE IS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL BABY GIRL EVER!! SHE SMILES.. SHE TALKS 2 ME.. LOOKS @ ME WITH SO MUCH LOVE!!!! I LOVE HER AND WILL ALWAYS BE THERE 2 KEEP HER HAPPY!!! I LOVE WHEN SHE TALKS 2 ME.. WE HAVE THE BEST CONNECTION EVER!! SHE LOVES HER MOMMY!!!


MOMMY&BABY ;)

2day....

Has not been the best... due 2 ALL this money I DON'T have... But I feel different about things... Still sad.. but I'm happy!!! :) I think everything will be okay!!!
I need 2 get things taken care of with all this debt.. but eventually I will have it all!!!!

Tired of lies...all the BS!!!!!

Tired of lies...all the BS!!!!!
Making things better for me and my daughter! :)

WONDERING HOW....

It got like this?! crazzy times )= So confused about hella shit!!

Today will be better!

Today will be better!

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Atmosphere full of lies! I can't call it! Bur! Lol :) :)

Big laughs 2night! :)

Big laughs 2night! :) Went 2 sleep TOOOOO early! Now i'm up. Booooooo what 2 do!

Mommy's Baby!!

I look @ her and my whole mood changes! It's like she is saying mommy we will be fine! I love her so much!

Start using this as on

Start using this as on twitter lol! No feedbacc! It's perfect. Nobody reads this :)

I made tacos! Wish I

I made tacos! Wish I could enjoy them with my hubby! I miss him so much :(

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How do you trust after the one person you believed in breaks it??? You can't look up 2 anyone if you see all bad around you. It will NEVER be the same!

Why can't it all just be perfect. My vision of perfection was seen in him. as of now my eye sight is blurry. I want us bac. How do I start when I'm so angry and beyond hurt. Aaahh it's so complicated. My heart wants one thing but my mind tells me something else. Why is this happening?

My brain doesn't let up in hurtful thoughts. I wish it would all end. I need piece of mind so I can move forward and be happy like I know we could be. There's still so questions left floating around. So many words unsaid. I'm trying 2 be strong but realizing the walls will crumble soon. I just hope that were strong enough 2 rebuild our castle.

It could have all been

It could have all been so great. My heart still hurts and i'm trying 2 cope with my sadness.

Everything is not what It's portrayed to be /=

I feel like my limit is getting close. Time 2 start making things better for myself!!!

In Time...

I know things WILL get better. Right now this is NOT how I imagined it to be. I miss my friend.

It's been too long :-(