Confused?!

About so many things.. ugh IDK which way 2 go.. what i wanna do.. what i should say, should not say. My mind is so on overload right now. Its driving me crazy. I want more money.. I need a car a.sap. I want school 2 pass along quiccer. It seems like im slowing down and its exhausting me. I love school and doing the work is really not a problem. I jus really wanna be were i cee myself in the future.. NOW. I know its sounds crazy but i jus wanna skip ahead some years and be where im making good money and with my boyfriend aka future husband! I been staying with my grandparents for a year and a half now. I appreciate everything they do for me but i want my own!
I hope things get better for me soon. Im not taking a summer class which means 2 months off. I hope i get this second job at GillyHics (ugh jus remembered 2 fill out app right now) I hope i get it. I need 2 stac money this summer. Well cee how this goes.