I WAKE UP...

And my dreams were reality. My boo was laying right next 2 me!! Hugs and kisses. I love cuddling with him. He makes me so happy! Cant wait 2 be waking up with him EVERY morning (=

BUUUUUUHHHH

MIND BLANK;NO HOPE.

Confused?!

About so many things.. ugh IDK which way 2 go.. what i wanna do.. what i should say, should not say. My mind is so on overload right now. Its driving me crazy. I want more money.. I need a car a.sap. I want school 2 pass along quiccer. It seems like im slowing down and its exhausting me. I love school and doing the work is really not a problem. I jus really wanna be were i cee myself in the future.. NOW. I know its sounds crazy but i jus wanna skip ahead some years and be where im making good money and with my boyfriend aka future husband! I been staying with my grandparents for a year and a half now. I appreciate everything they do for me but i want my own!
I hope things get better for me soon. Im not taking a summer class which means 2 months off. I hope i get this second job at GillyHics (ugh jus remembered 2 fill out app right now) I hope i get it. I need 2 stac money this summer. Well cee how this goes.

WHY AM I...

THE LUCCIEST GIRL IN THE WORLD! Seriously! I have the best boyfriend ever!!! I love u baby!

Its girls like u that truly make us!

LOL TOO SHORT 2 funny!!!

Got work at 9.. Ugh i need a car. Grandparents delaying my morning with randomness. Hopefully Saturday brings success.
I missed the boos call )= (not intentionally of course) I WAS EATING! then i sent him a message, and he gone try and act like he didn't get it!! I know u did! lol i actually don't. I'M CRAZY. I MISS U SO SO MUCH. SO IN LOVE (= (=

OMGOSH i have a fricken like half paper due 2day. Still not done. Haven't even started. Can't wait for this semester 2 be over. I hate English class. 2 many papers in like a short time span.


Im in love with this picture.. LOL

OMGOSH!

i FORGOT 2 CHARGE MY iPOD. THIS MAKES ME UPSET )=

WHY....

Have we been in class for like a hr and a half staring at each other bored. WTF ugh i could have slept in 4real!!! Aaaaahhhhh

HAD GREAT DREAMS LAST NIGHT (= In this Speech class... teacher confused once again. LOL @ him. Well no set plans 2 day.. Talk 2 the boo. Have a lab at 11:30. Then im going 2 cee about this job. I hope it goes well! As of now i miss u babe. Hope 2 hear from u soon. Got ur 3am txt. WOKE ME UP! LOL cant wait 2 hear the song [= MY TAT IS ITCHY )= I WANNA SCRATCH!!! LOL

HMMMMM

I don't think i wil be attending summer school. I wanted to finish trig. But jus got offered this class in the Fall with Pre-Calculus. I think this would be a better option. I wanna work this summer. Move out by august!!! OMG. Need Help )=

IN TOTAL..

BLISS when I think about u boo! I LOVE U is not enough. Your love is AMAZING. Crazy how I feel this way about u. It's never gonna change!

I like how..

People say they gone be bac at a certain time, and they not. SMFH. Not happy right now. I wanna be headed bac home soon. Booooooo.

I Get The Best ( =

Manny i love u!!!! U treat me so right. I'm not going anywhere else.

I LOVE HIM (=

YAAAAAY 2 US.

ME AND MY BOO!!!

Im having so much fun!! Lovin his fam... Glad im here(= And we takin sexy fliccs like such.

Highly Upset...

Nobody will ever understand why )=

:)

hHhHHhMmmM.....

SOMEONE WAS POSSE 2 CALL ME THIS AM..

Him: Ima wake up real early so i can call u before u go 2 work.
Me: Okay



Now i'm not gonna be able 2 talk 2 u till 3 )=

Had the Best..

DREAM! Kinda explicit for the blog... HAHA but anyways woke up 2 early. 5:30. What is up with that?? Good thing about it is, im not tired and the sun is slowly about 2 start shinning (= I cant wait 2 cee my boo 2morrow!! YAAAAAY 2 this weekend.

This Morning!

Brings great happiness. Especially when I'm on the phone with the best person ever. LOVE U BABY! (=

BOOOOOO.

No one 2 conversate with. Many problems, will figure things out myself. SMH )=

SMH.

I WANT MY DAMN PHONE )= MAD CUHZ VERIZON WANT ME DOING A LOT OF SHIT BOOOOO 2 EVERYONE! (EXCEPT U BOO).

Manny!

I love you! Something u already know!! (= jus wanted 2 blog bout u sexy. Can't wait 2 cee u!

CURRENTLY

At work! Don't know why but im really happy! Maybe it's the sun.. or the 8 hrs of sleep i got... or that i have the best boyfriend ever!! The 3 are contributing 2 my smiles right now. Especially the last. (= Hope the day brings about goodness. Breakfast soon. Sausage and French Toast. Yuuuuum. And i' m gonna get some wings from Luigi Ortega 2day! FOOD=HAPPINESS! (YES I BLOG ABOUT FOOD. Everyone who knows me knows this) And everyone needs 2 know that the Rasberry flavor at Cherry on Top is super bomb!
COUNDOWN 2 MY CDAY IS 27 DAYS! Sheri and Dekenia talking bout going 2 San Diego for a day on the 6th. IDK I wanna do something wiht my boo for my actually like cday weekend. Sherrie was also talkin bout some beach parties throughout the month.

ON another note- BABE I MISS U VERY MUCH! U NEED 2 BE UP TALKING 2 ME (= LOVE U.

This be the best!

(=

IS IN LOVE...

Wit u manny!!!

Sad.

This should be illegal on campus! :(

...

Lol @ this teacher. SMFH!

PLANS....

Don't work out how u want all the time.... wanted 2 cee my baby )= I LOVE U! I will cee u soon daddy!

Bad Blogger!

Lol. Why is it so sunny?! OMG. SUMMER is here!! (= Taking my sister home 2day!! Hopefully all my plans work out and i get 2 cee my boo!!!!

IT GETS NO BETTER.

Ugh my day gets worse as i go along )= GREAT

.SCHEDULE.

Leaving work soon.

Forum 12-1 (NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO THIS)

English 1-3 (UGH. MIGHT LEAVE THIS EARLY)

Gym 4-5:45 (NOT IN THE MOOD EITHER)

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO )=

Realization

I speak very open on here.. My boo aint the only one following! My followeres are weak they barely be on (well for the squares i know) I think theres 2 ppl i dont know following me. (they probably think im a idiot and obsessed with my boyfriend, the latter is correct.) Anyways still kinda mad!!!

Note 2 Emmanuel- Your in trouble Mr! ;)

My heart...

Is tightning up?! lmao kinda serious. Ate the bagel 2 fast maybe? lol
no more bagels!!

Goal in gym 2day: Work that bagel off!! lol (=

Brighter Side...

Got in to my TRIG class!

BABY WHERE ARE U?? )=

Highley Upset.

Why the fuc has PCC not processed my loan!? WHY WHY WHY WHY is al the ish i been doing for the past month with them not 2 be found! OMFG i wanna scream!!! I am internaly crying )=

BreeDee! Thanks (=

Kinda Liking this!!

MannyBoo!

You are truely the funniest! One of the reasons why i love u soooo much! Thank u for keeping my heart happy (= Extra kisses for u!

Bagels

YUUUUUUUUM. Gotta make a stop 2 the cafeteria! (after i cee my damn couselor!)


Ima true fat person at heart. VERY SAD!

Why

Is it may 14th already???? Where is the time going! This is crazy.


CDAY COUNTDOWN= 32 DAYS (=

OMFG

Stupid ass computer system. SMFH @ PCC's dumb registration process. Posse 2 be signing up for this Trigonometry class for the summer, but somehow it says that i did not complete the prerequisite. Which was Math 131. I did that during winter semester!! Why the eff is this happenining? My couselor gone hear it from me )=
not happy!!

Bout 2 read the boos comments/new blogs?! He can make me smile!

Bothered 2 Pissed grrrrrr

Angry Angry Angry! WTF upset, ugh sometimes this shit gets 2 me a billion times hard. )= things are gonna get better soon.. womp womp womp... I want things 2 change. like NOW!

SiGH

really wanna be in your arms right now baby!! double )=

HEADACHE

Very persistent. aaaahhhh. last 2 hrs have been unpleasant. My ears have been talked off )=

Woooooot

They was giving more coupons for CHERRY ON TOP (= how bomb is that!!! i'm loving it.

HAPPYLOVE!

It's hard 2 explain how i feel about u babe. Never felt this way and normal words im used 2 don't fit. I LOVE U with everything in me!! Nobody has ever brought so much happiness 2 my heart. EVER! We have the best vibe with each other. Since day one!! It hasn't changed.. Only becomes perfected!! I remember our first date... what u were wearing, what we saw, things u said 2 me!! Everything is so clear like it happened yesterday! Something so special about u... Made me want 2 find out so much more about u!! I'm very happy i did and that we have this untouchable love.. We on such a different level than everybody else. Kinda scary lol But really though WE THE BEST (= and i can't wait 2 be living out all my dreams with you!

DANG BOO...

STRAIGHT HANGIN UP IN MY FACE (MANNY VOICE) "TUSS" SMH @ YOU!! LOL

THE BUS )=

Is a good way 2 transport from one place 2 another... but damn there be crazy ppl on here! All the kids runnin round pulling the string and crap... uhhh parents thats yo kid delaying us wit these extra stops!!! Crusty ass men trying 2 talk 2 me. "I have a boyfriend" is not enough... no one gives a fucc. "we can be friends" WTF why. Do niggas really get #s wit that line!!! These dumb hoes allowing this MESS! SMFH

FRUSTRATIONS WIT SO MANY THINGS.

FRUSTRATIONS WIT SO MANY THINGS. :(

INSOMNIA

IS WHAT I BELIEVE I HAVE. DIAGNOSING MYSELF. I HAVE 2 BE AT WORK 2MORROW. IM NOT TIRED AND STILL ON THE COMP.. USUALLY IM 2 BED BY NOW. GUESS U CAN SAY IM WALKIN ON THE WILD SIDE HA.


IM LISTENING 2 YOUNG JEEZY!! +++++


AAAAAHHH I MISS MY BOYFRIEND! ITS A TRAGEDY.. BUT WHEN WE DO CEE EACH OTHER (SOON) IT WILL BE GREATNESS!! VERY SURE OF IT (= IT ALWAYS IS.. AND BEYOND.

I FEEL LIKE...

TINA HAS THE COOLEST BLOG TITLE (WHAT DID THE FIVE FINGERS SAY 2 THE FACE) HAHA FUNNY STUFF... MISS THAT SHOW )= NO MORE DVDS. DAMN

WHY OH WHY?

ARE THE NEIGHBORS WORKING ON SOME MECHANICAL ISH RIGHT NOT! WTF GO 2 SLEEP.. U ARE DISTURBING MINES! )=

WHY ARE THERE POLICE, HELICOPTERS, AND AMBULANCE SIRENS? WTF GO OFF DUTY )=

WHY IS MY STOMACH DOING FLIPS? WTF I JUS DONT UNDERSTAND )=


*****BABE U THE ONLY REASON WHY I GOT A (=*****

I LOVE U MANNY (=

It works great!

LMAO i'ma start using the Barbies straighter!

SO THERE'S THIS GUY....

He's SEXY!! Speeds my heart up. SHEESH! (=

YEA YEA YEA

Haven't blogged in forever )= I hate writing summaries of past events so i'm not. Right now i'm watching my cousins, watching some crazy cartoon, waiting for my boo 2 call!! Well life is crazy and only gets crazier!!! LOL i dont believe that. My life is good, bout 2 be awesome!!! I'm making it that way.. I started recently.. manny u the best im soooooo happy we bac happy again boo. (= THANK U 4 EVERYTHING! So many things u do for (and 2 me) that keeps me where i know i should be and wanna be! In your arms is where i wanna stay FOREVER! Followed by your kisses!!! IT GETS NO BETTER!

HATES WHEN....

We have 2 depart )=

Right now...

I am in the process of my hair going bac 2 dark! lol OMG what a process... I'm kinda nervous cuhz blonde was so poppin on me (= but i need something new!! i'ma be cute either way!!! I'ma cut my hair soon?! OKAY maybe not soon but i feel like that will be next. IDK