It's you i dream about EVERY night! I love you so much. Things are much better in my life because i have u to love and support me. Things aren't how we want them exactly, but the future holds are happier life to come (= Youe mean everything 2 me. Thank- you for all the love u give me and continue to give me even when things aren't going good. I always feel like a queen at all times. Your my king and i want US forever! When your not with me know i'm thinking about you and counting down the days to when i get 2 kiss you again. I'm at best with you. Theres nowhere else that i could be any happier. I love u babe! YOUR THE BEST.

HEALTHCARE

SUCS ASS!! OKAY SO I HAVE 2 INSURANCES FOR MEDICAL BUT NONE FOR DENTAL! WTF IS THAT ABOUT. WELFARE SMH, HMO SMH THEY BOTH SUC! I HAVE A WISDOM TOOTH GROWING IN, (ON BOTH SIDES) AND THESE MF'S WORRIED BOUT MONEY!! NOBODY CARES ABOUT THE PEOPLE )=
I'M MOVING 2 A COUNTRY WHERE MY HEALTH IS TOP PRIORITY!

SPEECH 10

SMFH! THIS TEACHER ALWAYS BULLSHITTIN... WHY CANT WE JUST COME IN AND TAKE THE TEST?? NOPE HE GOTTA TALK ABOUT ISH AND HAND OUT PAPERS. OMG! )=

DEPARTING FROM MY SISTERS );

DEPARTING FROM MY SISTERS );

And then

My mood changed. Guess chilling wit my sisters is what i'm doing 2night. (=

ON A FRIDAY NIGHT IM FEELING

BOTHERED AND IRRITATED.

IT'S LIKE

Stuff never goes my way.... not even a little bit. I'm always the one wishing on stars! I feel trapped in a world that never seems to have my needs and wants in mind. Very disappoining. Things needs 2 change a.sap!

I AM

EATING AT THE ISLANDS WIT MY SISTER!

LAST NIGHT...

was GREAT!

I HATE WHEN...

PPL FEEL THE NEED 2 SAY THEY "DRAMA-FREE" IN EVERY SINGLE SENTENCE! OKAY WE GET IT UR SUPPOSEDLY "DRAMA-FREE" IN REALITY THESE BE THE MAIN BITCHES CAUSING THE DRAMA SMFH! PEOPLE ARE SO IGNORANT. U WILL NEVER BE DRAMA FREE, THERE WILL ALWAYS BE SOMETHING HAPPENING. ITS HOW U ACT IN THE SITUATION THAT SETS U APART FROM BEING DRAMA FREE. I LEARNED MY LESSON. AND NEVER AGAIN! SHIT WILL COME UP, BUT WHEN IT GETs HERE IT WILL BE HANDLED THE CORRECT WAY. ANOTHER THING I HATE IS WHEN I TELL PLL IM AT WORK 2DAY(SPRING BREAK), AND THEY SAY "SORRY 2 HEAR THAT, OR THAT SUCCS" WHY???? IM STACCIN MONEY. NOT WORRIED BOUT GOING 2 SOME DIRTY ASS BEACH! WITH A GROUP OF FAKE ASS PPL.. I WILL PASS ANY DAY! AS LONG AS IM PAYING MY OWN SHIT AND BUYING ALL THE CLOTHES I WANT, SOON 2 BE DRIVING MY OWN (NOT BUMMING RIDES LIKE YALL) IM GOOD! JAZMINE WILL ALWAYS BE GOOD NO MATTER WHAT!!
ITS HOW I CEE EVERY SITUATION! SO DON'T FEEL SORRY FOR ME. I HAD FUN IN VEGAS THIS WEEKEND AND HOPEFULLY BOUT 2 HAVE FUN 2NIGHT!! (=

ALSO, WHY DO NIGGAS FEEL THE NEED 2 RE-REQUEST ME?? WTF IS UP WITH THAT! I CHANGED MY SETTINGS ON MYSPACE AND YET THIS PERSISTS! UGH.

BLAHH

I WAS POSSE 2 VENT ON HERE, BUT SMH IT'S WHATEVER!

I AM...

PASSING THROUGH BARSTOW.... DAMN DESERT! LOL TIRED. HAPPY CUHZ SUGA FREE PLAYIN (=

NEGROS...

ARE ALWAYS LATE! "EVEN 2 THEY OWN SHIT" (BIRDY) LOL
STILL IN FONTANA WAITING 2 LEAVE 2 VEGAS!! SAD BUT ITS COO CUHZ ME AND MY SISTER ARE WATCHING BORAT!! HAHAHAHA FUNNY STUFF (= I CEEN SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE LAST NIGHT!! GREAT GREAT! EVERY1 SHOULD CEE IT.

IM SO FRUSTRATED AT PEOPLE. UGH! THIS SHIT IS REALLY BOTHERING ME. FEELS LIKE I HAVE NO1 2 TALK 2. SMFH @ PPL )=

WELL BAC 2 THE MOVIE HOPEFULLY I LEAVE SOON!

MEEEEEEE

EATING=HAPPINESS

ITS FINALLY HERE!

SPRING BREAK! DAMN 2DAY WAS GOOD (= NICE WEATHER OUUTA CLASS EARLY... CONFIDENT BOUT MY ESSSY!! VEGAS IN THE AM!! NO DRAMA IN MY WEEKEND (= (= (= YAAAAAAY 2 ME!!! ON MY WAY HOME 2 PAC!

On a brighter note

2day was fun! I was out with my sister shopping and what not! Food Food yuuuuum yuuuuum!
Also bought Steve Harveys new book! Already good from the first pages i read (=
UMMMMMM where did this cold a@$ weather come from?? booooo booooo booooo

2night i have 2...

*Wash clothes
*pac
*revise paper (MIGHT HAVE 2 BE DONE AT WORK)
*sleeeeeeep!

Currently getting my hair done )= Justina keeps effin burning me OMG!

I Feel Like....

Everything i do is effortless... nothing works how i want. UGH!
WHATEVER THOUGH.. It's funny how everyone asks for realness and cant take the truth! GROW UP. I'm happy (= i don't need ANYONE'S approval. I don't need opinions but i get them anyway. I could careless what anybody else is doing. I have my own life and problems to worry about. I have few friends and MANY associates. My friends are not people who pretend to be something there not. my friends don't talk behind my bac or tell me things i might want to hear. I can turn to them for advice and not feel like there being fake with anything they say. Associates come in many forms, although it may seem like someone i can trust, the truth always comes out. associates are the one smiling in my face, but talking shit when I'm not around! I think its very funny! Kinda flattering. Someone is actually wasting time by doing shit for no gain. SMMFH! well anyways, I still smile no matter what!! (= (=
I have goals!! I will be something in life, unlike the ones who are at school creating their "friend" groups!

I LOVE CHINESE FOOD!! EATING WITH MY SIS AND CUZZO! (=

UuugggggHHHHH!

OF COURSE WE AINT HAVING A FINAL ON THE DAY THE TEACHER SAID WE WERE. SMMFH!!!! SO WE POSSE 2 BE STUDYING FOR IT, BUT NO1 HAS A BOOK! )=

LOVER!

I MISS U! *KISSES*

MILES....

SUC! MAN JUS CATCHING MY BREATH FROM RUNNING ONE! I PASSED MY MIDTERM (= GLAD 2DAY IS ALMOST OVER. STRAIGHT MESS BUT WHATEVER. EVERY1 NEEDS 2 GROW UP AND ACT LIKE THEY IN A HIGHER LEARNING INSTITUTE!! GEEEESH GOING OUT 2 EAT WIT MY SIS!! DONT KNOW WHERE YET THOUGH. FOOD = HAPPINESS (=

SADLY...

DISAPPOINTED WITH MOST PEOPLE I KNOW RIGHT NOW.

WORK!

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
UGH! I wanna sleep. I say that but in reality, I would not be sleep if i was home. I would be up doing nothing. So i guess if i'm up i should be making money!!
So my schedule goes like this:

WORK 8-1
ENGLISH 1-3:15
GYM 4:10-5:45

It's really not that bad, will go by quic!
Finishing up the conclusion to my essay (=

Ugh!

I need a break! I have a page left. SOOOOOOOOOO hard. I feel like I already talked about all I can. Islam and religion. Very confusing. I need more research. The hard thing Is not plagiarizing. I do a lot of quoting. this makes it easier because all i have to do is explain why I chose that quote. IDK I still need more! Anyhow i'm hungry!! haven't ate since 12! It's amazing, IDK how i'm alive! lol SERIOUSLY.
MMMMMMMM makes me think of yesterday! I had like the second bombest banana pudding! OMG! I should have took some home!




Lil cuzzo and me!

YEA BOI!!

OKAY I'M STARTING MY ESSAY! DESPITE THE DISTRACTION I HAVE OF MY SISTER TAKING FLICCS OF HERSELF!! OKAY OKAY UGH IM STARTING I HAVE 2 FULL PAGES 2 BULLSHIT ABOUT.. LOL NO I HAVE A GOOD ESSAY THOUGH!!

2DAY...

I HAVE A PAPER 2 FINISH, MY SISTER COMING OUT HERE, AND I HAVE 2 GO DO WORK FOR MY AUNT! $$$ VEGAS COUNTDOWN 4 DAYS! (=

FINAL THOUGHT.....

I LOVE THIS BOY!!
ALL SMILES (= (=

ANGER!

OMG! I really don't know the purpose of this class??? It started at 8:50 and we aint did shit!! I could have slept in for this. SMFH @ this damn class )= THE WORST!! Everyone having they on conversations. UGH. We have a final coming up, u would think we would be reviewing for that! WRONG!!! He be bullshitting.

EFFIN BEST!

WE HAVE THE BEST CONVOS ALL THE TIME! THE NEXT DAY IM ALWAYS SMILING A LIL MORE HAPPIER (= HE MAKES MY DAYS BETTER!!

That damn DSi

My lil brother jus got a new DS! SMFH @ the fact that they came out wit a better one. He be taking pictures and doing all type of stuff! Right now we are trying 2 pic up internet. (It came with WI-FI) AMAZING HIGH KEY better than my cell phone, If he could call ppl.. ooohh yea he can txt other ppl with a DS! SMFH!

U, U, AND U!

EVERYONE SHOULD HAVE A BLOG!!! I LOVE IT ;)
IT CAN BE DONE DONE MY LAPTOP OR PHONE! SO BASICALLY EVERYWHERE!
WOOOOOOOP WOOOOOOOP!

SOOO

2Night i'm going 2 a memorial for Jesus Christ. UMMMM its celebrated by Jehovah's Witness. I have been disfellowshiped from that religion for about 2 years. I'm skeptical about going, but told someone i should (mother). So it's whatever. Well cee how i feel after.

Undoubtedly Confused!?

I WANT MY EX (HE'S MY HEART)... POINT BLANK.

Life

UGH noo car = no fun! its cold and im at the bus stop. advantages are.... ummmm hmmmmm idk! 6 page essay 2 start when i get home. damn due 2morrow )=

RESHA LOCC

PREGO ASS!!! LOL THIS MY NIGGA!! WE WAS IN ENGLISH CLASS! SADLY NOT PAYING ATTN!

SCHOOL...

Is a drag. It's so cold and now i have to sit in a class that is useless. LIFE! I'm leaving as soon a my writing lab ends. I have a 8 page draft to START it's due tomorrow )= I'ma huge procrasinator! OMG HELP ME!

I FEEL THAT....

Essays are pointless! uuuggghh no! I hate researching and following guidelines! BOOOO 2 all that. And BOOOO 2 the rain! When did this come about. SHEESH.... can't catch a break! )=


I AM NOT HAPPY!

AND yU KNOW HOW iFEEL WiTH NO FOOD )=

Sooooooooo I'm almost off work! yaaaay but then it's ENGLISH class. Boooooooo! OMG i HEART BETTYLOVE! she and kevin walked 2 BK and got me food!! I was so happy because they had me slaving here, i would have not been able 2 eat till 3. Thank You BETTY!!
OOOOHH and i'm kinda excited cuhz ALEX might have found a rave 2 go 2! YIIIPPPPEEEE :)

It's sooooooo EARLY!

Work time soon (= I love making the money!! That's why it's really not a problem. I work till 1pm. Then its English from 1-3pm that's a killer! No time 2 eat ); I do have a break from 3-4pm so thats munch time! Then it's my P.E. class. I be working out!!!!! LOL I'll be home round 7pm and Its pretty much night night till whenever. UGH full day tuesdays!

For the Love of Ray J!

Is a crazy as show! these bitches! They meeting the fam of his on this show!! WOW i like DANGER she pretty and intimidates all the other girls!! hahahahaha OH and the bitch has a lion on her face!

WHATS COOL!

IS I CAN EXPAND MY FRIENDS WITH OUT LEAVING ANY OUT! THATS BIG FOR ME CUHZ I HAVE A PROBLEM WITH FEMALES! SO FAR I MET PRETTY COOL ONES AT CC!! OF COURSE THERES ALWAYS THE OBNOXIOUS ONES BUT....SMH! THE RETREAT WAS 2 FUN!! HAHA SO MANY INSIDERS [BOUNCE,BOUNCE] (;
VERY EYE-OPENING.

SUMMARY: MET NEW PEOPLE, LEARNED NEW THINGS, SLOWLY HAVE 2 MAKE CHANGES!!

THANKS 2 ADiZZLE!

I LOVE BLOGGING! I CAN DO IT EVERYWHERE! OH EXCEPT IN MOUNTAINS );

GOOD MORNING!

I'm in my speech class. Very tired even though i sleep all evening yesterday.. SLEEP...SMH! Wonder what 2 day will bring? Where are my friends!!

RIGHT NOW!

Where close 2 home! OMG cant wait to lay in my bed! I'm showering for sure! =]

HELLO!

OMG this damn bus! we coming bac home and umm this bus aint got no AC!!! yikes its a mess... haha im next 2 chocolate drop!! I think they bout 2 play some music. Its still 2 hot!

AND WE OFF AGAIN!!!

WE JUS GOT DONE EATING!! YUUUM PIT STOP FOR 30 MIN! NOW WE HEADED UP 2 THE PLACE!!! BUS IS CRAZY!! KEVIN AND THAT DAMN JERKIN! LOL OH IMA PUT IT OUT THERE THAT JOHNBOY GONE SING 2 ME CUHZ HE POSSE 2 BE NICE ;) LOL WELL CEE PPL!

NEW DiSCOVERY =]

ADiZZLE LOVES THE WORD SEARCH LiKE ME!!!

SUCCESS!

So we rolling!!! We on our way 2 the retreat!! ADiZZLE got me on this blog shit! John got all the snaccs and we LOVE 2 eat (:

AAAAHHH THIS HAS BEEN SO

AAAAHHH THIS HAS BEEN SO COMPLICATED!