:)

Changing my way of thinking about everything!

I am...

Happy=)

No one will..

Ever understand :(

I AM...

Very confused like usual... IDK what to do with my thoughts/=

COUNTDOWN!

I have not forgotten bout you!

My precious baby, I love u soooooooo much! I love feeling your kics get more intense everyday!! (= I know they will be painful soon... but mommy loves u and forgives u!! Keep letting me know your there!!!!

:(

I need 2 get my life together!

Why...

Am I not happy?!

:)

I love my husband very much! He is the best thing in my life and without him i would be lost. I am very happy in all the great things 2 continue our way! Can't wait for out daughter Icyess 2 be here!

Whats wrong with me?

I have so many things i wanna say but don't. The one person i trust the most and i can't even speak how i want to him. I wish that was different. What am i so scared of? Why do i let my insecurities get the best of me? Ugh. This makes me really sad. I don't think we will have a full complete relationship until I change MY ways :(

Wow.

There is this crazzy guy @ the store talkn 2 a bunch a kids... so hilarious(=

Ooooohhhhh

physically; tired.... mentally; gotta keep going(=

SOTD

**************PRETTY WINGS **************
- MAXWELL

WOW /=

I LOVE....

MY HUSBAND!!!!

MY KING.....

Is the BEST EVER!! I love him so much! He keeps me happy and is always cheering me up! I can talk to him about anything and i love turning to him when im down. I trust him very much and feel he is the most amazing person i have ever met!! He keeps me wanting more of him everyday!!

AS OF RIGHT NOW..

I am happy and content!

What a morning..!!

This cold business. NOT COOL :(

I can do it!

It may be challenging...but it can be done!!

Extra Baggage...

Weighs my mind!! How do i let it go?! It's emotionally draining. UGH I need help\= I wish i could erase things from my mind and never think of them again. Confusion; Confusion.

:)

I deserve the BEST!

MY HAPPY BEGINNING

I AM TRUELY IN LOVE. I HAVE FOUND EVERYTHING AND BEYOND WHAT I WANT IN A MAN!! YOUR MY ALL BABE. I'M SO HAPPY YOU CHOSE 2 BE WITH ME FOR THE REST OF OUR LIVES!

He's..

2 busy 2 blog anymore :( sigh.

Wishing..

I could be with you:( I want 2 spend more time together.

I AM NOT...

Happy. Something has changed \= IDK. I might be going crazy. Its whatever i guess.

HE DOES NOT..

BLOG \=

I don't like...

The situation that i am in. I an unhappy and things need 2 change soon.

CONFUSION CLUTTERS MY MIND OFTEN

I DONT KNOW WHAT 2 DO... OR SAY... I HAVE SOME CRAZY THOUGHTS?!

Needs 2 be done.....

I'm going to try 2 stop being so pessimistic. ITS NOT GOOD. CAUSES STRESS )=

LIFE.......

Gets better than worse it will never change... Hope it changes for the better soon... It looks like it will IDK. So Unpredictable... But why does my brother have a myspace page??? SIGH. I have things 2 say but i dont... WHEN WILL THAT CHANGE?? The world will never know. Blog time later )=

I Heard..

My babys heartbeat yesterday!!! It was so crazy!! OMG so excited!! I ceen the lil weird looking thing too.... LOL I love my child!! I love u to hubby!!! Yesterday was life changing!!

I Officially...

Dislike blogging )= all the ppl i followed is gone?! Which is not that important.. But i cant add my boo bac. Very Upsetting.

Lovin MY boo!

Haven't blogged in a while... much 2 write but this will be quic.. I love u baby! YOUR THE BEST I EVER HAD! (=

Is Wondering?!

How it gets better than u!! U meaning Emmaunel David O'Guynn! I LOVE U. I have no doubts or unsure thoughts in my head when i say that. You are the most amazing person I have ever met. How did u come 2 be mines??!! I ask myself all the time. lol You keep me smiling and wanting more of u every second of the day. I love being around u. I feel the strongest connection and i have since we met. So crazy. U give me chills when i cee u. I cant imagine anyone who I would want to spend the rest of my life. U are my dream husband come true. I cant wait to be your wife!! Thank u for all u do. I promise 2 keep u happy (= I love u babe!

I LIED ABOUT NOTHIN!!

GEEESH U CRAZY MAN!

awww

He did blog!!

I love u baby! I'm the blessed one (= U are the best and most important thing in my life!

LIFE......

GEESH. ITS CRAZY?!

)=

No more blogging. This breaks my heart.

UNSURE..

Of my feelings :(

i GET.....

MORE AND MORE TIRED EVERYDAY... CAN'T WAIT FOR THIS TO END IN A COUPLE WEEKS (= NOT GOING TO BE ENJOYIN THIS HEAT. )= I WANTED IT TO COME BUT NOW THATS ITS HERE I WISH IT WOULD GO AWAY!! LOL

BAD BLOGGER?!

I KNOW!! This wont be long.. currently im with the boo (= like i have been it feels like everyday!!! This makes me extremely happy.. If my future is bringing more of this im ALL for it!!! I LOVE U BABY!! SO READY 2 BE YOUR WIFE ALREADY!!!! (= (=

Aint this bomb! Geesh He's sexy! I love you boo :)

I WANT THIS FOREVER!!

YAAAAAAY

Can't wait for the weekend 2 come (=

AND 2GETHER.....

 

WE ARE DEFINITELY UNTOUCHABLE!!

WHY?!

 









IS HE THE SEXIEST MAN ON EARTH!!!!! ALL MINE (= YES!!! U ARE SO BOMB BABY!! LOVE U.

I LOVE YOU BABY!

You look so cute sleeping baby! Mouth all open snoring in my ear. (Yes snoring!) lol you so sexy baby! And i like how i try 2 kiss you and you push me away!! But you gone have 2 get up soon, i'm hungry.

BLAAAAAH.

WOMP WOMP. BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

IDK

WTF IS GOING ON?! CONFUSED.

UGH.

NIGGAS,THEY ARE DUMB! Seriously. I can't stand them they are mostly ignorant and i can imagine all they want to do is have sex with me. TRY LEARNING MY NAME! UGH. Why do dummies bloc me in at gas stations?! Why are they so persistent at getting my number. I tell them i have a boyfriend and NOT interested.. and i get the same response every time... CAN U HAVE FRIENDS?? WHERE THE FUC does that come from? Straight stupidity. Why the hell would i wanna be friends with u. I have a friend and a lover and the most amazing person in the world. MY BOYFRIEND. He's all the friend i need plus more. I cant even hold conversations with niggas.. Nobody has goals in life. No one goes 2 school 2 actually learn. WTF im surrounded by madness.


)=

My boo my ONE AND ONLY! That will Never change (=

I Am..

Extremely tired. OMG full day :( i still havent looked in 2 insurance. Checced 2 cee if my plates are ready. Called my worker 2 set up another meeting. :( 2 much 2 do not enough hours in the day. My tank is on that half way mark. I AINT NO DAMN TAXI! I miss my boo and i wish i could come home 2 him EVERY night. I wanna go 2 sleep in his arms. I have a paper due that likely wont be done. SMFH @ myself. I need 2 hear your voice boo! (= I LOVE U MUCHO.

I NEED...

2 COME ON HERE THROUGH MY COMPUTER MORE OFTEN!! OH HOW U MAKE ME SMILE BOO (=

NiGHT NiGHT!!

OFF 2 DREAM ABOUT MY LOVE (= i smile in my dreams and when i'm awake. BOO STRAIGHT AMAZING! OH AND I'M ABSOLUTELY IN LOVE WITH YOUR NEW TAT! MY NAME LOOKS GOOD ON YOUR NEC! (=

You Lames..

Are so not fuccin with us! Whatever u think is REAL LOVE it aint till u ceen what we on!!! It don't get no better than us! My boo is the SHIT! Like no lie. This is my 4real like nigga! and i mean that in the utmost highest thoughts. U my right hand babe. IDK what i would do without. We just so on a planet of our own. I love u babe! I cant wait for the years to go by and i'm by your side. U are the BEST boyfriend ever!! I cant think of anyone i love spending time with more that u. We can be in total silence and im still loving every moment with u!! U knoc me off my sweet with your kisses and the way u look at me. I still get the craziest lil butterflies in my stomach around u. It feels great 2 love someone and receive the same love bac. OH and our sex is amazing and the fuccin BEST. U do your thing every single time. lol. It had 2 be said!! Babe i appreciate everything u do for me. Im am a brat I KNOW. I'm indecisive most of the time and u put up with it. We be driving around on hella food missions. Lol cuz i cant decide what i want to eat. Wasting gas and all. lol but u never complain or have a attitude. Its like u secretly enjoy it!!! U ARE MY BEST FRIEND. Everything is much better when i have u to talk 2. U so bomb baby in everything u do!! I love U (=

JUNE!

Makes me happy!! (= CDAY countdown = 14days! I know ima be with my boo... but doing what im unsure of. I finally got a car!! Nothin fancy but i like it and is going 2 get me where i need 2 be. My dad told me that i was going 2 be driving 2 school, work, and 2 cee Manny!! Lol he was right!!! I got another job! At Gilly Hiccs which is a clothing store (= More money more fun! Currently missing my baby. Hope your photoshoot went well! Yaaaay great things are happening for the both of us! I still want 2 move out by end of summer. If im luccy it will be with the boo!! I LOVE U MANNY! my phone is cutting this blog short )=

I WAKE UP...

And my dreams were reality. My boo was laying right next 2 me!! Hugs and kisses. I love cuddling with him. He makes me so happy! Cant wait 2 be waking up with him EVERY morning (=

BUUUUUUHHHH

MIND BLANK;NO HOPE.

Confused?!

About so many things.. ugh IDK which way 2 go.. what i wanna do.. what i should say, should not say. My mind is so on overload right now. Its driving me crazy. I want more money.. I need a car a.sap. I want school 2 pass along quiccer. It seems like im slowing down and its exhausting me. I love school and doing the work is really not a problem. I jus really wanna be were i cee myself in the future.. NOW. I know its sounds crazy but i jus wanna skip ahead some years and be where im making good money and with my boyfriend aka future husband! I been staying with my grandparents for a year and a half now. I appreciate everything they do for me but i want my own!
I hope things get better for me soon. Im not taking a summer class which means 2 months off. I hope i get this second job at GillyHics (ugh jus remembered 2 fill out app right now) I hope i get it. I need 2 stac money this summer. Well cee how this goes.

WHY AM I...

THE LUCCIEST GIRL IN THE WORLD! Seriously! I have the best boyfriend ever!!! I love u baby!

Its girls like u that truly make us!

LOL TOO SHORT 2 funny!!!

Got work at 9.. Ugh i need a car. Grandparents delaying my morning with randomness. Hopefully Saturday brings success.
I missed the boos call )= (not intentionally of course) I WAS EATING! then i sent him a message, and he gone try and act like he didn't get it!! I know u did! lol i actually don't. I'M CRAZY. I MISS U SO SO MUCH. SO IN LOVE (= (=

OMGOSH i have a fricken like half paper due 2day. Still not done. Haven't even started. Can't wait for this semester 2 be over. I hate English class. 2 many papers in like a short time span.


Im in love with this picture.. LOL

OMGOSH!

i FORGOT 2 CHARGE MY iPOD. THIS MAKES ME UPSET )=

WHY....

Have we been in class for like a hr and a half staring at each other bored. WTF ugh i could have slept in 4real!!! Aaaaahhhhh

HAD GREAT DREAMS LAST NIGHT (= In this Speech class... teacher confused once again. LOL @ him. Well no set plans 2 day.. Talk 2 the boo. Have a lab at 11:30. Then im going 2 cee about this job. I hope it goes well! As of now i miss u babe. Hope 2 hear from u soon. Got ur 3am txt. WOKE ME UP! LOL cant wait 2 hear the song [= MY TAT IS ITCHY )= I WANNA SCRATCH!!! LOL

HMMMMM

I don't think i wil be attending summer school. I wanted to finish trig. But jus got offered this class in the Fall with Pre-Calculus. I think this would be a better option. I wanna work this summer. Move out by august!!! OMG. Need Help )=

IN TOTAL..

BLISS when I think about u boo! I LOVE U is not enough. Your love is AMAZING. Crazy how I feel this way about u. It's never gonna change!

I like how..

People say they gone be bac at a certain time, and they not. SMFH. Not happy right now. I wanna be headed bac home soon. Booooooo.

I Get The Best ( =

Manny i love u!!!! U treat me so right. I'm not going anywhere else.

I LOVE HIM (=

YAAAAAY 2 US.

ME AND MY BOO!!!

Im having so much fun!! Lovin his fam... Glad im here(= And we takin sexy fliccs like such.

Highly Upset...

Nobody will ever understand why )=

:)

hHhHHhMmmM.....

SOMEONE WAS POSSE 2 CALL ME THIS AM..

Him: Ima wake up real early so i can call u before u go 2 work.
Me: Okay



Now i'm not gonna be able 2 talk 2 u till 3 )=

Had the Best..

DREAM! Kinda explicit for the blog... HAHA but anyways woke up 2 early. 5:30. What is up with that?? Good thing about it is, im not tired and the sun is slowly about 2 start shinning (= I cant wait 2 cee my boo 2morrow!! YAAAAAY 2 this weekend.

This Morning!

Brings great happiness. Especially when I'm on the phone with the best person ever. LOVE U BABY! (=

BOOOOOO.

No one 2 conversate with. Many problems, will figure things out myself. SMH )=

SMH.

I WANT MY DAMN PHONE )= MAD CUHZ VERIZON WANT ME DOING A LOT OF SHIT BOOOOO 2 EVERYONE! (EXCEPT U BOO).

Manny!

I love you! Something u already know!! (= jus wanted 2 blog bout u sexy. Can't wait 2 cee u!

CURRENTLY

At work! Don't know why but im really happy! Maybe it's the sun.. or the 8 hrs of sleep i got... or that i have the best boyfriend ever!! The 3 are contributing 2 my smiles right now. Especially the last. (= Hope the day brings about goodness. Breakfast soon. Sausage and French Toast. Yuuuuum. And i' m gonna get some wings from Luigi Ortega 2day! FOOD=HAPPINESS! (YES I BLOG ABOUT FOOD. Everyone who knows me knows this) And everyone needs 2 know that the Rasberry flavor at Cherry on Top is super bomb!
COUNDOWN 2 MY CDAY IS 27 DAYS! Sheri and Dekenia talking bout going 2 San Diego for a day on the 6th. IDK I wanna do something wiht my boo for my actually like cday weekend. Sherrie was also talkin bout some beach parties throughout the month.

ON another note- BABE I MISS U VERY MUCH! U NEED 2 BE UP TALKING 2 ME (= LOVE U.

This be the best!

(=

IS IN LOVE...

Wit u manny!!!

Sad.

This should be illegal on campus! :(

...

Lol @ this teacher. SMFH!

PLANS....

Don't work out how u want all the time.... wanted 2 cee my baby )= I LOVE U! I will cee u soon daddy!

Bad Blogger!

Lol. Why is it so sunny?! OMG. SUMMER is here!! (= Taking my sister home 2day!! Hopefully all my plans work out and i get 2 cee my boo!!!!

IT GETS NO BETTER.

Ugh my day gets worse as i go along )= GREAT

.SCHEDULE.

Leaving work soon.

Forum 12-1 (NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO THIS)

English 1-3 (UGH. MIGHT LEAVE THIS EARLY)

Gym 4-5:45 (NOT IN THE MOOD EITHER)

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO )=

Realization

I speak very open on here.. My boo aint the only one following! My followeres are weak they barely be on (well for the squares i know) I think theres 2 ppl i dont know following me. (they probably think im a idiot and obsessed with my boyfriend, the latter is correct.) Anyways still kinda mad!!!

Note 2 Emmanuel- Your in trouble Mr! ;)

My heart...

Is tightning up?! lmao kinda serious. Ate the bagel 2 fast maybe? lol
no more bagels!!

Goal in gym 2day: Work that bagel off!! lol (=

Brighter Side...

Got in to my TRIG class!

BABY WHERE ARE U?? )=

Highley Upset.

Why the fuc has PCC not processed my loan!? WHY WHY WHY WHY is al the ish i been doing for the past month with them not 2 be found! OMFG i wanna scream!!! I am internaly crying )=

BreeDee! Thanks (=

Kinda Liking this!!

MannyBoo!

You are truely the funniest! One of the reasons why i love u soooo much! Thank u for keeping my heart happy (= Extra kisses for u!

Bagels

YUUUUUUUUM. Gotta make a stop 2 the cafeteria! (after i cee my damn couselor!)


Ima true fat person at heart. VERY SAD!

Why

Is it may 14th already???? Where is the time going! This is crazy.


CDAY COUNTDOWN= 32 DAYS (=

OMFG

Stupid ass computer system. SMFH @ PCC's dumb registration process. Posse 2 be signing up for this Trigonometry class for the summer, but somehow it says that i did not complete the prerequisite. Which was Math 131. I did that during winter semester!! Why the eff is this happenining? My couselor gone hear it from me )=
not happy!!

Bout 2 read the boos comments/new blogs?! He can make me smile!

Bothered 2 Pissed grrrrrr

Angry Angry Angry! WTF upset, ugh sometimes this shit gets 2 me a billion times hard. )= things are gonna get better soon.. womp womp womp... I want things 2 change. like NOW!

SiGH

really wanna be in your arms right now baby!! double )=

HEADACHE

Very persistent. aaaahhhh. last 2 hrs have been unpleasant. My ears have been talked off )=

Woooooot

They was giving more coupons for CHERRY ON TOP (= how bomb is that!!! i'm loving it.

HAPPYLOVE!

It's hard 2 explain how i feel about u babe. Never felt this way and normal words im used 2 don't fit. I LOVE U with everything in me!! Nobody has ever brought so much happiness 2 my heart. EVER! We have the best vibe with each other. Since day one!! It hasn't changed.. Only becomes perfected!! I remember our first date... what u were wearing, what we saw, things u said 2 me!! Everything is so clear like it happened yesterday! Something so special about u... Made me want 2 find out so much more about u!! I'm very happy i did and that we have this untouchable love.. We on such a different level than everybody else. Kinda scary lol But really though WE THE BEST (= and i can't wait 2 be living out all my dreams with you!

DANG BOO...

STRAIGHT HANGIN UP IN MY FACE (MANNY VOICE) "TUSS" SMH @ YOU!! LOL

THE BUS )=

Is a good way 2 transport from one place 2 another... but damn there be crazy ppl on here! All the kids runnin round pulling the string and crap... uhhh parents thats yo kid delaying us wit these extra stops!!! Crusty ass men trying 2 talk 2 me. "I have a boyfriend" is not enough... no one gives a fucc. "we can be friends" WTF why. Do niggas really get #s wit that line!!! These dumb hoes allowing this MESS! SMFH

FRUSTRATIONS WIT SO MANY THINGS.

FRUSTRATIONS WIT SO MANY THINGS. :(

INSOMNIA

IS WHAT I BELIEVE I HAVE. DIAGNOSING MYSELF. I HAVE 2 BE AT WORK 2MORROW. IM NOT TIRED AND STILL ON THE COMP.. USUALLY IM 2 BED BY NOW. GUESS U CAN SAY IM WALKIN ON THE WILD SIDE HA.


IM LISTENING 2 YOUNG JEEZY!! +++++


AAAAAHHH I MISS MY BOYFRIEND! ITS A TRAGEDY.. BUT WHEN WE DO CEE EACH OTHER (SOON) IT WILL BE GREATNESS!! VERY SURE OF IT (= IT ALWAYS IS.. AND BEYOND.

I FEEL LIKE...

TINA HAS THE COOLEST BLOG TITLE (WHAT DID THE FIVE FINGERS SAY 2 THE FACE) HAHA FUNNY STUFF... MISS THAT SHOW )= NO MORE DVDS. DAMN

WHY OH WHY?

ARE THE NEIGHBORS WORKING ON SOME MECHANICAL ISH RIGHT NOT! WTF GO 2 SLEEP.. U ARE DISTURBING MINES! )=

WHY ARE THERE POLICE, HELICOPTERS, AND AMBULANCE SIRENS? WTF GO OFF DUTY )=

WHY IS MY STOMACH DOING FLIPS? WTF I JUS DONT UNDERSTAND )=


*****BABE U THE ONLY REASON WHY I GOT A (=*****

I LOVE U MANNY (=

It works great!

LMAO i'ma start using the Barbies straighter!

SO THERE'S THIS GUY....

He's SEXY!! Speeds my heart up. SHEESH! (=

YEA YEA YEA

Haven't blogged in forever )= I hate writing summaries of past events so i'm not. Right now i'm watching my cousins, watching some crazy cartoon, waiting for my boo 2 call!! Well life is crazy and only gets crazier!!! LOL i dont believe that. My life is good, bout 2 be awesome!!! I'm making it that way.. I started recently.. manny u the best im soooooo happy we bac happy again boo. (= THANK U 4 EVERYTHING! So many things u do for (and 2 me) that keeps me where i know i should be and wanna be! In your arms is where i wanna stay FOREVER! Followed by your kisses!!! IT GETS NO BETTER!

HATES WHEN....

We have 2 depart )=

Right now...

I am in the process of my hair going bac 2 dark! lol OMG what a process... I'm kinda nervous cuhz blonde was so poppin on me (= but i need something new!! i'ma be cute either way!!! I'ma cut my hair soon?! OKAY maybe not soon but i feel like that will be next. IDK

It's you i dream about EVERY night! I love you so much. Things are much better in my life because i have u to love and support me. Things aren't how we want them exactly, but the future holds are happier life to come (= Youe mean everything 2 me. Thank- you for all the love u give me and continue to give me even when things aren't going good. I always feel like a queen at all times. Your my king and i want US forever! When your not with me know i'm thinking about you and counting down the days to when i get 2 kiss you again. I'm at best with you. Theres nowhere else that i could be any happier. I love u babe! YOUR THE BEST.

HEALTHCARE

SUCS ASS!! OKAY SO I HAVE 2 INSURANCES FOR MEDICAL BUT NONE FOR DENTAL! WTF IS THAT ABOUT. WELFARE SMH, HMO SMH THEY BOTH SUC! I HAVE A WISDOM TOOTH GROWING IN, (ON BOTH SIDES) AND THESE MF'S WORRIED BOUT MONEY!! NOBODY CARES ABOUT THE PEOPLE )=
I'M MOVING 2 A COUNTRY WHERE MY HEALTH IS TOP PRIORITY!

SPEECH 10

SMFH! THIS TEACHER ALWAYS BULLSHITTIN... WHY CANT WE JUST COME IN AND TAKE THE TEST?? NOPE HE GOTTA TALK ABOUT ISH AND HAND OUT PAPERS. OMG! )=

DEPARTING FROM MY SISTERS );

DEPARTING FROM MY SISTERS );

And then

My mood changed. Guess chilling wit my sisters is what i'm doing 2night. (=

ON A FRIDAY NIGHT IM FEELING

BOTHERED AND IRRITATED.

IT'S LIKE

Stuff never goes my way.... not even a little bit. I'm always the one wishing on stars! I feel trapped in a world that never seems to have my needs and wants in mind. Very disappoining. Things needs 2 change a.sap!

I AM

EATING AT THE ISLANDS WIT MY SISTER!

LAST NIGHT...

was GREAT!

I HATE WHEN...

PPL FEEL THE NEED 2 SAY THEY "DRAMA-FREE" IN EVERY SINGLE SENTENCE! OKAY WE GET IT UR SUPPOSEDLY "DRAMA-FREE" IN REALITY THESE BE THE MAIN BITCHES CAUSING THE DRAMA SMFH! PEOPLE ARE SO IGNORANT. U WILL NEVER BE DRAMA FREE, THERE WILL ALWAYS BE SOMETHING HAPPENING. ITS HOW U ACT IN THE SITUATION THAT SETS U APART FROM BEING DRAMA FREE. I LEARNED MY LESSON. AND NEVER AGAIN! SHIT WILL COME UP, BUT WHEN IT GETs HERE IT WILL BE HANDLED THE CORRECT WAY. ANOTHER THING I HATE IS WHEN I TELL PLL IM AT WORK 2DAY(SPRING BREAK), AND THEY SAY "SORRY 2 HEAR THAT, OR THAT SUCCS" WHY???? IM STACCIN MONEY. NOT WORRIED BOUT GOING 2 SOME DIRTY ASS BEACH! WITH A GROUP OF FAKE ASS PPL.. I WILL PASS ANY DAY! AS LONG AS IM PAYING MY OWN SHIT AND BUYING ALL THE CLOTHES I WANT, SOON 2 BE DRIVING MY OWN (NOT BUMMING RIDES LIKE YALL) IM GOOD! JAZMINE WILL ALWAYS BE GOOD NO MATTER WHAT!!
ITS HOW I CEE EVERY SITUATION! SO DON'T FEEL SORRY FOR ME. I HAD FUN IN VEGAS THIS WEEKEND AND HOPEFULLY BOUT 2 HAVE FUN 2NIGHT!! (=

ALSO, WHY DO NIGGAS FEEL THE NEED 2 RE-REQUEST ME?? WTF IS UP WITH THAT! I CHANGED MY SETTINGS ON MYSPACE AND YET THIS PERSISTS! UGH.

BLAHH

I WAS POSSE 2 VENT ON HERE, BUT SMH IT'S WHATEVER!

I AM...

PASSING THROUGH BARSTOW.... DAMN DESERT! LOL TIRED. HAPPY CUHZ SUGA FREE PLAYIN (=

NEGROS...

ARE ALWAYS LATE! "EVEN 2 THEY OWN SHIT" (BIRDY) LOL
STILL IN FONTANA WAITING 2 LEAVE 2 VEGAS!! SAD BUT ITS COO CUHZ ME AND MY SISTER ARE WATCHING BORAT!! HAHAHAHA FUNNY STUFF (= I CEEN SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE LAST NIGHT!! GREAT GREAT! EVERY1 SHOULD CEE IT.

IM SO FRUSTRATED AT PEOPLE. UGH! THIS SHIT IS REALLY BOTHERING ME. FEELS LIKE I HAVE NO1 2 TALK 2. SMFH @ PPL )=

WELL BAC 2 THE MOVIE HOPEFULLY I LEAVE SOON!

MEEEEEEE

EATING=HAPPINESS

ITS FINALLY HERE!

SPRING BREAK! DAMN 2DAY WAS GOOD (= NICE WEATHER OUUTA CLASS EARLY... CONFIDENT BOUT MY ESSSY!! VEGAS IN THE AM!! NO DRAMA IN MY WEEKEND (= (= (= YAAAAAAY 2 ME!!! ON MY WAY HOME 2 PAC!

On a brighter note

2day was fun! I was out with my sister shopping and what not! Food Food yuuuuum yuuuuum!
Also bought Steve Harveys new book! Already good from the first pages i read (=
UMMMMMM where did this cold a@$ weather come from?? booooo booooo booooo

2night i have 2...

*Wash clothes
*pac
*revise paper (MIGHT HAVE 2 BE DONE AT WORK)
*sleeeeeeep!

Currently getting my hair done )= Justina keeps effin burning me OMG!

I Feel Like....

Everything i do is effortless... nothing works how i want. UGH!
WHATEVER THOUGH.. It's funny how everyone asks for realness and cant take the truth! GROW UP. I'm happy (= i don't need ANYONE'S approval. I don't need opinions but i get them anyway. I could careless what anybody else is doing. I have my own life and problems to worry about. I have few friends and MANY associates. My friends are not people who pretend to be something there not. my friends don't talk behind my bac or tell me things i might want to hear. I can turn to them for advice and not feel like there being fake with anything they say. Associates come in many forms, although it may seem like someone i can trust, the truth always comes out. associates are the one smiling in my face, but talking shit when I'm not around! I think its very funny! Kinda flattering. Someone is actually wasting time by doing shit for no gain. SMMFH! well anyways, I still smile no matter what!! (= (=
I have goals!! I will be something in life, unlike the ones who are at school creating their "friend" groups!

I LOVE CHINESE FOOD!! EATING WITH MY SIS AND CUZZO! (=

UuugggggHHHHH!

OF COURSE WE AINT HAVING A FINAL ON THE DAY THE TEACHER SAID WE WERE. SMMFH!!!! SO WE POSSE 2 BE STUDYING FOR IT, BUT NO1 HAS A BOOK! )=

LOVER!

I MISS U! *KISSES*

MILES....

SUC! MAN JUS CATCHING MY BREATH FROM RUNNING ONE! I PASSED MY MIDTERM (= GLAD 2DAY IS ALMOST OVER. STRAIGHT MESS BUT WHATEVER. EVERY1 NEEDS 2 GROW UP AND ACT LIKE THEY IN A HIGHER LEARNING INSTITUTE!! GEEEESH GOING OUT 2 EAT WIT MY SIS!! DONT KNOW WHERE YET THOUGH. FOOD = HAPPINESS (=

SADLY...

DISAPPOINTED WITH MOST PEOPLE I KNOW RIGHT NOW.

WORK!

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
UGH! I wanna sleep. I say that but in reality, I would not be sleep if i was home. I would be up doing nothing. So i guess if i'm up i should be making money!!
So my schedule goes like this:

WORK 8-1
ENGLISH 1-3:15
GYM 4:10-5:45

It's really not that bad, will go by quic!
Finishing up the conclusion to my essay (=

Ugh!

I need a break! I have a page left. SOOOOOOOOOO hard. I feel like I already talked about all I can. Islam and religion. Very confusing. I need more research. The hard thing Is not plagiarizing. I do a lot of quoting. this makes it easier because all i have to do is explain why I chose that quote. IDK I still need more! Anyhow i'm hungry!! haven't ate since 12! It's amazing, IDK how i'm alive! lol SERIOUSLY.
MMMMMMMM makes me think of yesterday! I had like the second bombest banana pudding! OMG! I should have took some home!




Lil cuzzo and me!

YEA BOI!!

OKAY I'M STARTING MY ESSAY! DESPITE THE DISTRACTION I HAVE OF MY SISTER TAKING FLICCS OF HERSELF!! OKAY OKAY UGH IM STARTING I HAVE 2 FULL PAGES 2 BULLSHIT ABOUT.. LOL NO I HAVE A GOOD ESSAY THOUGH!!

2DAY...

I HAVE A PAPER 2 FINISH, MY SISTER COMING OUT HERE, AND I HAVE 2 GO DO WORK FOR MY AUNT! $$$ VEGAS COUNTDOWN 4 DAYS! (=

FINAL THOUGHT.....

I LOVE THIS BOY!!
ALL SMILES (= (=

ANGER!

OMG! I really don't know the purpose of this class??? It started at 8:50 and we aint did shit!! I could have slept in for this. SMFH @ this damn class )= THE WORST!! Everyone having they on conversations. UGH. We have a final coming up, u would think we would be reviewing for that! WRONG!!! He be bullshitting.

EFFIN BEST!

WE HAVE THE BEST CONVOS ALL THE TIME! THE NEXT DAY IM ALWAYS SMILING A LIL MORE HAPPIER (= HE MAKES MY DAYS BETTER!!

That damn DSi

My lil brother jus got a new DS! SMFH @ the fact that they came out wit a better one. He be taking pictures and doing all type of stuff! Right now we are trying 2 pic up internet. (It came with WI-FI) AMAZING HIGH KEY better than my cell phone, If he could call ppl.. ooohh yea he can txt other ppl with a DS! SMFH!

U, U, AND U!

EVERYONE SHOULD HAVE A BLOG!!! I LOVE IT ;)
IT CAN BE DONE DONE MY LAPTOP OR PHONE! SO BASICALLY EVERYWHERE!
WOOOOOOOP WOOOOOOOP!

SOOO

2Night i'm going 2 a memorial for Jesus Christ. UMMMM its celebrated by Jehovah's Witness. I have been disfellowshiped from that religion for about 2 years. I'm skeptical about going, but told someone i should (mother). So it's whatever. Well cee how i feel after.

Undoubtedly Confused!?

I WANT MY EX (HE'S MY HEART)... POINT BLANK.

Life

UGH noo car = no fun! its cold and im at the bus stop. advantages are.... ummmm hmmmmm idk! 6 page essay 2 start when i get home. damn due 2morrow )=

RESHA LOCC

PREGO ASS!!! LOL THIS MY NIGGA!! WE WAS IN ENGLISH CLASS! SADLY NOT PAYING ATTN!

SCHOOL...

Is a drag. It's so cold and now i have to sit in a class that is useless. LIFE! I'm leaving as soon a my writing lab ends. I have a 8 page draft to START it's due tomorrow )= I'ma huge procrasinator! OMG HELP ME!

I FEEL THAT....

Essays are pointless! uuuggghh no! I hate researching and following guidelines! BOOOO 2 all that. And BOOOO 2 the rain! When did this come about. SHEESH.... can't catch a break! )=


I AM NOT HAPPY!

AND yU KNOW HOW iFEEL WiTH NO FOOD )=

Sooooooooo I'm almost off work! yaaaay but then it's ENGLISH class. Boooooooo! OMG i HEART BETTYLOVE! she and kevin walked 2 BK and got me food!! I was so happy because they had me slaving here, i would have not been able 2 eat till 3. Thank You BETTY!!
OOOOHH and i'm kinda excited cuhz ALEX might have found a rave 2 go 2! YIIIPPPPEEEE :)

It's sooooooo EARLY!

Work time soon (= I love making the money!! That's why it's really not a problem. I work till 1pm. Then its English from 1-3pm that's a killer! No time 2 eat ); I do have a break from 3-4pm so thats munch time! Then it's my P.E. class. I be working out!!!!! LOL I'll be home round 7pm and Its pretty much night night till whenever. UGH full day tuesdays!

For the Love of Ray J!

Is a crazy as show! these bitches! They meeting the fam of his on this show!! WOW i like DANGER she pretty and intimidates all the other girls!! hahahahaha OH and the bitch has a lion on her face!

WHATS COOL!

IS I CAN EXPAND MY FRIENDS WITH OUT LEAVING ANY OUT! THATS BIG FOR ME CUHZ I HAVE A PROBLEM WITH FEMALES! SO FAR I MET PRETTY COOL ONES AT CC!! OF COURSE THERES ALWAYS THE OBNOXIOUS ONES BUT....SMH! THE RETREAT WAS 2 FUN!! HAHA SO MANY INSIDERS [BOUNCE,BOUNCE] (;
VERY EYE-OPENING.

SUMMARY: MET NEW PEOPLE, LEARNED NEW THINGS, SLOWLY HAVE 2 MAKE CHANGES!!

THANKS 2 ADiZZLE!

I LOVE BLOGGING! I CAN DO IT EVERYWHERE! OH EXCEPT IN MOUNTAINS );

GOOD MORNING!

I'm in my speech class. Very tired even though i sleep all evening yesterday.. SLEEP...SMH! Wonder what 2 day will bring? Where are my friends!!

RIGHT NOW!

Where close 2 home! OMG cant wait to lay in my bed! I'm showering for sure! =]

HELLO!

OMG this damn bus! we coming bac home and umm this bus aint got no AC!!! yikes its a mess... haha im next 2 chocolate drop!! I think they bout 2 play some music. Its still 2 hot!

AND WE OFF AGAIN!!!

WE JUS GOT DONE EATING!! YUUUM PIT STOP FOR 30 MIN! NOW WE HEADED UP 2 THE PLACE!!! BUS IS CRAZY!! KEVIN AND THAT DAMN JERKIN! LOL OH IMA PUT IT OUT THERE THAT JOHNBOY GONE SING 2 ME CUHZ HE POSSE 2 BE NICE ;) LOL WELL CEE PPL!

NEW DiSCOVERY =]

ADiZZLE LOVES THE WORD SEARCH LiKE ME!!!

SUCCESS!

So we rolling!!! We on our way 2 the retreat!! ADiZZLE got me on this blog shit! John got all the snaccs and we LOVE 2 eat (:

AAAAHHH THIS HAS BEEN SO

AAAAHHH THIS HAS BEEN SO COMPLICATED!